Seriously, sometimes livejournal just confuses me o_O People feel too much comfort in treating you like shit.  It's like they feel like online friends are not as important as real ones and it's as if they forget that we have feelings too. I cant stand how some people just defriend you for no fucking reason, or friend you then drop off the face of the planet-- I mean, I wouldn't talk to one of my friends online or real life and then just leave him/her without even saying goodbye DX The whole reason why I decided to get a livejournal is because I needed a place where I can store all my art pieces and get organized, rather than using paper and losing it as I usually do. Then a community caught my eye and from then on, I got social with my journal. I now realize that it's best to just stick to continuing only interacting and hanging out with the friends that I SEE in real life; because none of them would act like the indifferent fake asses I have on here.  I'm just gonna go back to using my journal for the original reason I created it. 

I have like 25 or 26 people on my f-list, I'm not gonna bother checking which number it is. Seven of those people are my real life friends,  only THREE of those are actual online friends (and they know who they are), six dropped off the face of the planet, three died then resurrected from their graves,  and the rest are still alive but never comment on my journals (despite the fact that I sacrifice the time to show concern for theirs).

I would just like to thank my three lj buddies (and I'm sorry I was rushing too much and too lazy to find out how to link your names properly):

-dalyax
-dormia
-lemomina

For actually being friends and caring. In fact, besides my rl friends, they'll probably be the only ones who reply to this entry since apparently nobody else will give a shit. 

I'm just tired of having the rest of those users under my f-list cus I cant stand fake shit. They're there for no fucking reason. So I'm going to delete you all, except those that I just acknowledged and my real life friends (I'm not going to ditch lj completely, I'll be online to read your entries and post for you guys).

Yes, so ..Goodbye to all the rest :) I kept this is polite as possible...but inside, being the person that I am. I really dont give a shit about how this makes you feel..that's IF you read it at all U_U